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[Jul. 9th, 2004|07:49 am] |
I had a beautiful, beautiful time
the drives and the talks were amazing
the kind of friend i thought i'd never find..
i had a beautiful, beautiful time.
you have a beautiful, beautiful smile
the way it cuts and collapses on your lips
and when you touch me i shake like a child..
<33 bright eyes
I'm tired. its 7:49 in the AM.
I really couldn't sleep last night.
Couldn't really get comfortable.
Wow, its gorgeous out.
how lovely. <3 |
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[Jul. 2nd, 2004|11:14 am] |
I must be going nuts. haha
GETTING STARTED
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(1) The singular most boring question: what is your name? Kristoffer Valenton
(2) Are you happy with it? umm, its rather long.
(3) Are you named after anyone? nope
(4) Are you a prostitute? nahh
(5) Your screen name: hurleybuddy77
(6) Would you name a child of yours after you? maybe, no..no.
(7) Then what would you name your children? arrr
(8)If you were born a member of the opposite sex, what would your name be? name questions..pffft.
(9) If you could switch names with a friend, who would that be? i like my name...actually.
(10) Are there any mispronunciations/typos that people do with your name constantly? yesmm, usually they think its christopher or something.
(11) Would you drop your last name if you became famous? pssh, me famous..no.
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BASICS
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(12) Your gender: i'm a boy
(13) Straight/gay/bi? i like boobies
(14) Single? single as a dollar bill. haha
(15) Want to be? hmm..yeah i guess so.
(16) Your birth date: August 22nd, 1988
(17) Your age: 15 and two-thirds. haha 16 in a month.
(18) Age you act: i dono. i prolly switch from older to younger.
(19) Age you wish you were: i woould like to be 16.
(20) Your height: 5'5" ish
(21) The color of your eyes: brown. dark brown. ick.
(22) Happy with it? ehh, not really.
(23) The color of your hair: black. ick.
(24) Happy with it? nahh
(25) Left/right/ambidextrous? righty
(26) Your living arrangement? a pleasant home in coram
(27) Your family: i ahve a mom, a dad and my little sister.
(28) Have any pets? nahh
(29) What's your job? no, i'm too lazy.
(31) Tattoos? hmm. i dono yet.
(32) Obsessions? skateboarding..photography...and probably food.
(33) Addictions? food.
(35) Do you speak another language? not so fluent.
(36) Have a favorite quote? "Thats just the way the cookie crumbles."
(37) Do you have a web page? uh-huh, www.deadendskaters.com
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DEEP THOUGHTS about life and you in it
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(38) Do you live in the moment? nah, i'm a pussy.
(39) Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? yes
(40) Do you have any secrets? mehbeh
(41) Do you hate yourself? eh, not too much.
(42) Do you like your handwriting? its aiiight.
(43) Do you have any bad habits? hmm, makind odd noises when i sakte.
(44) What is the compliment you get most from people? you're nice. haha
(45) If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? Phillippino man wants his rice. lol i dono.
(46) What's your biggest fear? i don't like the dark or erotic bugs.
(47) Can you sing? eff that.
(48) Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? well, there was this one time...no.
(49) Are you a loner? unfortunately, yes.
(50) What are your no. 1 priorities in life? friends, family and skating. oh yeah and food.
(51) If you were another person, would you be friends with you? hmm, prolly not. i'm not very social.
(52) Are you a daredevil? nahh. puss.
(53) Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? yeah, i'm very dependant on others. And i don't know what will happen to me in the future when i have to take care of myself.
(54) Are you passive or aggressive? big words. oh man. prolly both.
(55) Have you got a journal? not a real one.
(56) What is your greatest strength and weakness? my greatest strength is i dono. and my weakness is i dono.
(57) If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? hmm..i would like to be a little taller. and look like brad pitt. ;o) haha jk
(58) There are three wells, love, beauty and creativity. Which would you choose: hmm, thats a toughie. but love.
(59) How do you vent? i usually tell my friends. Or i just go skateboarding.
(60) Do you think you are emotionally strong? yeah, just a little.
(61) Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? yeah, alot.
it could have been better to be honest.
(63) What is the most impor(62) Do you think life has been good so far? its been aiight. tant lesson you've learned from life? whatever billybob said. -> live life as it is...dont care about the past or future...live it to its fullest...itll be fine..think it that way.
(64) What do you like the most about your body? umm, nothing. i'm ugly.
(66) Do you think you are good looking? nahh.
(67) Are you confident? usually not.
(68) What is the fictional character you're most like? hmm, prolly chuckie finster.
(70) Are you perceived wrongly? never.
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DO YOU...
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(71) Smoke? nope
(72) Do drugs? nope
(73) Read the newspaper? school paper
(74) Pray? i sort of pray up at the stars.
(75) Go to church? sometimes.
(76) Talk to strangers who IM you? yeah
(77) Sleep with stuffed animals? pinky.
(78) Take walks in the rain? its fun.
(79) Talk to people even though you hate them? i dont hate them...i jsut think they're really annoying.
(80) Drive? not legally.
(81) Like to drive fast? i like to keep it at about 35.
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WOULD OR HAVE YOU EVER...
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(82) Liked your voice? ehh, not really. i get made fun of.
(83) Hurt yourself? skating is rather painful at times.
(84) Been out of the country? yah huh.
(85) Eaten something that made other people sick? yes, definitely. ha
(88) Been in love? maybe, i'm not sure.
(89) Done drugs? nopee
(90) Gone skinny dipping? nah.
(91) Had a medical emergency? nope.
(92) Had a surgery? cough cough.
(93) Ran away from home? not too long. just for like 3 hours.
(94) Played strip poker? nope.
(95) Gotten beaten up? yes
(96) Beaten someone up? nope.
(97) Been picked on? psh! all the time. people are mean.
(98) Been on stage? sorta. for awards.
(99) Been so drunk that you know you're supposed to go out on a date with someone, but you can't remember with who or when and that you faint when you look at yourself in the mirror in the morning, not to mention your breath? nope
(100) Slept outdoors? uh huh. with jacob.
(101) Thought about suicide? nahh.
(102) Pulled an all-nighter? almost. i fell asleep at about 5ish.
(103) If yes, what is your record? 5ish
(104) Gone one day without food? HAHHA YEAH RIGHT!
(105) Talked on the phone all night? not alll night. till 1.
(106) Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex first(moms and daddy's don'ct ount)? well, i fell asleep on someone for like an hour. it was fun.
(107) Slept all day? yesterday. my meds are too strong.
(108) Killed someone? nah uh
(109) Made out with a stranger? nah
(110) Had sex with a stranger? nopee
(111) Thought you're going crazy? yeah. a couple of times.
(112) Kissed the same sex? nope
(113) Done anything sexual with the same sex? nopee
(114) Been betrayed? yes...
(115) Had a dream that came true? i wish. :o/
(116) Broken the law? yepp.
(117) Met a famous person? umm, yeah. when i was little.
(120) Have you ever killed an animal by accident? yepp, a frog once.
(121) On purpose? nopee.
(145) Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? yeah, i'm a bad friend. i'm dumb.
(146) Stolen anything? yeah..
(147) Been on radio/tv? nah uh
(148) Been in a mosh-pit? sorta
(149) Had a nervous breakdown? nah uh
(150) Considered religious vocation? nope
(152) Bungee jumped? nope
(153) Had a dream that kept coming back? yeah. eek! nightmares suck bigtime.
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CLOTHES
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(154) Shoe brand? i like adios and emericas.
(155) Brand of clothing? skate shirts and stuff.
(156) Cologne/perfume? whenever its accsesible.
(157) What are you normally wearing to school/work? khakis and a shirt.
(158) How about parties? same
(159) Wear hats? sometimes.
(160) Judge other people by their clothing? yeah, its not a god thing though.
(161) Wear make-up? nah
(162) Favorite place to shop? i dono. wal-mart?
(163) Favorite article of clothing? hmm, shoes.
(164) Are you trendy? nah.
(165) Would you rather wear a uniform to school? nah
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BELIEFS
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(166) Believe in life on other planets? just a little.
(167) Miracles? yeah
(168) Astrology? not really
(169) Magic? mmmhmm
(170) God? sorta
(171) Satan? nah, what a loser.
(172) Santa? nope, all those movies ruined it.
(173) Ghosts? yeah
(174) Luck? yeah
(175) Love at first sight? it happened once.
(176) Yin and Yang(that good can't exist without the bad)? yah huh
(177) Witches? nah
(178) Easter bunny? nah
(179) Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? yea
(180) Believe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? of course!
(181) Do you wish on stars? damn straight nigga
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DEEP THEOLOGICAL QUESTIONS
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(182) Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? i dono. i never paid attention in religion class.
(183) Do you think God has a gender? hes a girl.
(184) Do you think that science counteracts religion? whha
(185) Do you believe in organized religion? suree
(186) Where do you think we go when we die? heaven or hell? i think we goto a big carnival. and eat food.
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AMIGOS
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(187) Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? nah.
(188) Who is your best friend? anna has always been there for me.
(189) Who's the one person that knows most about you? anna, and i guess rj.
(190) What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? i dono.
(191) Your favorite inside joke? rob and me have a few.
(192) Thing you're picked on most about? i'm phillipino.
(193) Who's your longest known friend? rj
(194) Newest? hmm, prolly billybob.
(195) Shyest? none of my friends are really shy.
(196) Funniest? everyone is funny. but rob always gets me going.
(197) Sweetest? i dono!
(198) Closest? anna
(199) Weirdest? ryan gordon
(200) Smartest? javier.
(201) Ditziest? alyssa
(202) Friends you miss being close to the most? jared young
(203) Last person you talked to online? ashley
(204) Who do you talk to most online? jake
(205) Who are you on the phone with most? anna
(206) Who do you trust most? they know who they are.
(207) Who listens to your problems? whoevers there at the time.
(208) Who do you fight most with? hmm, i'm not too confrontational. definitely spelled that one wrong.
(209) Who's the nicest? oh man. i should say me. yeah..me. haha
(210) Who's the most outgoing? prolly rob and rj
(211) Who's the best singer? umm..everyone can sing if they can try.
(212) Who's on your shit-list? you are nigga.
(213) Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? nah
(214) Who's your second family? prolly rj's fam.
(215) Do you always feel understood? ehh, not always.
(216) Who's the loudest friend? rj and rob.
(217) Do you trust others easily? yeah. i shouldn't.
(218) i guess this means theres no 218.
(219) Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: whoever is willing to open up their arms to me.
(220) Do your friends know you? yah huh, sorta.
(221) Friend that lives farthest away: hmm, ashley lives in yaphank. haa
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LOVE, and all that
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(222) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? eh, sorta.
(225) Do you consider love a mistake? nope
(226) What do you find romantic? stars, sunsets, the moon a bunch of other pretty stuff.
(227) Turn-on? prettyness
(228) Turn-off? whoreness
(229) First kiss? i member kissing a girl on valentines day in 1st grade. i don't think that counts. haha
(231) If someone you had no interest in dating expressed interest in dating you, how would you feel? hmm, kinda weird.
(232) Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going "blind"? i perfer knowing
(233) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? sure..why not. wahtevers natural.
(235) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? hmm. nah
(236) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? hmm. not really.
(237) What is best about the opposite sex? a lot of things
(238) What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? they are..just. UH. ha
(245) Do you read porn? not really.
(246) Read the articles? i don't have any porn
(247) Just the pics? i don't have porn
(248) What's the last present someone gave you? hmm, rob bought me film the other day.
(257) Are you in love? i wish
(258) Do you consider your significant other hot? yeah, that'd be cool. but as long as we can...click? yeah.
(264) What would you do if you were walking down the street and saw some hot guy/girl standing on the sidewalk? i would prolly think in my head. "DAMN NIGGA!" yeah. haha sorry. that word is bad for my vocab. hahaa
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WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
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(279) That haunted you? gothika! eek
(280) You wanted to kill? hmmm not very confrontational. haha
(281) That you laughed at? my dad. hes a loser.
(282) That laughed at you? i'm not sure. whoever was with me last night.
(283) That turned you on? cough cough...cough.....UHHH cough.
(284) You went shopping with? umm. me and gary went to starbucks. :oD
(285) That broke your heart? umm. no one.
(286) To disappoint you? umm my parents. they're dumb.
(287) To ask you out? i dont get asked out
(288) To make you cry? hmm. rather not say.
(289) To brighten up your day? alyssa
(290) That you thought about? alyssa
(291) You saw a movie with? i watched gothika last night with rj, rob, alyssa and anna.
(292) You talked to on the phone? anna
(293) You talked to through IM/ICQ? ashley
(294) You saw? my dad
(295) You lost? no one.
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RIGHT THIS MOMENT...
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(337) Are you going out? nah.
(338) Will it be with your significant other? i have no significant other.
(340) What are you wearing right now? shirt and shorts
(341) Body-part you're touching right now: my hand
(342) What are you worried about right now? when is this sicknees gonna go away.
(343) What book are you reading? none
(344) What's on your mouse pad? the knicks. don't ask
(345) Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: sick, tired, lonely, mad, sad.
(346) Are you bored? DUHHH
(347) Are you tired? yes
(348) Are you talking to anyone online?nah, away message is up.
(349) Are you talking to anyone on the phone? nah.
(350) Are you lonely or content? i'm rather lonely.
(351) Are you listening to music? may i have this dancee..we can dance foreverr. :oD
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[Jul. 2nd, 2004|10:28 am] |
I just want you to know how truly amazing you are
How you're too gorgeous to comprehend
How you're so flawlessly perfect
How I can't even find the words to describe it
How when I try; I stutter
I stumble; I fall
Head over heels, so tragically
So helplessly
So deeply
I just want you to know I've never met anyone quite like you
I just want you to know I'm in love
I just want you to know..I just want you
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[Jun. 28th, 2004|06:58 pm] |
+Age: 15, 16 in about a month.
+Height: 5'5"
+Hair Color: black. ick.
+Eye Color: brown.
+Where I'm at: my room.
+Fear(s): the dark, severe pain.
SECTION 2//HAVE YOU EVER?
+Peed in your pants? yeah.
+Cheated on someone? nope.
+Fallen off your bed? yes. and the couch too.
+Fallen for a relative? haha. i hope not.
+Had plastic surgery? no.
+Failed a grade? no.
+Fail a whole year? nah.
+Broke someone's heart? nobody ever gave their heart to me.
+Had your heart broken? in a way. not really.
+Had a dream come true? i wish they would.
+Done something you regret? plenty.
+Cheated on a test? haha. yes. alot this year.
+Been raped? no.
+Broken a body part? nope. i hope i don't, ever. but shit happens.
SECTION 3// CURRENTLY
+Wearing: shirt and boxers
+Eating: had a banana not too long ago.
+Feeling: bored..kinda lonely.
+Reading: this
+Located: Coram.
+Chatting with: away message is up.
+Watching: my computer screen.
+Craving: some mexican simol. haha
+Should really: clean my room.
SECTION 4//DO YOU...
+Brush your teeth? yeah at least 3 times a day.
+Like anyone? nah. i choose not to.
+Have any piercings?- nah uh.
+Drive?- not yet.
+Love GOD?- sure. hes a cool kid.
+Ever get off the damn computer?- mmm...when i'm not home.
SECTION 5// FRIENDS
+Who is your best?- i'm not sure. i guess the people i hang out with alot. Like jake rj and rob. And of course anna, alyssa and ashley.
+Who is the loudest?- hmm..i would have to say gary.
+Who is the shyest?- um, myself? thats because none of my friends are shy really.
+Who is the hottest?- everybody thinks jake and rj are so i'll say them.
+Who laughs the most?- i used to laugh alot with rj. But rob always makes me laugh.
+Who have you known the longest? Rj
+Do you only hang out with a certain type? not really.
+Do you belong to a crew? i got a little skate team going.
+Do you hang out with the opposite sex? not much.
+Do you consider yourself popular?- noooooo, definitely not.
+Do you trust your friends? in a way.
+Are you a good friend?- i try.
+Can you keep a secret?- absolutely, but i tend to have a big mouth.
SECTION 6// LAST PERSON YOU...
+Hugged: anna
+IMed: Gary
+Talked to on the phone: My mom.
+Yelled at: My dad.
+Checked out: myself?
+Fell In love with: next question.
+Tripped: my sister.
+Turned down: hmm. not sure.
SECTION 7// PERSONAL
+What do you want to be when you grow up? a photographer would be nice. but i know thats not happening.
+What was the worst day of your life? i don't know.
+What has been the best day of your life? i don't know?
+What comes first in your life? skateboarding and friends. i would say family, but i'm at a point where they're really annoying.
+Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend/crush?- no.
+What do you usually think of before you go to bed? friends.
\\SECTION 8// FAVORITE
+Movie: disney movies of course. i've always liked adam sandler. i enjoy romantic comedies and thrillers once in a while.
+Song: a bunch.
+Group: i don't know.
+Store: anything.
+Relative: my uncle ted.
+Sport: i started lacrosse this year. i suck.
+Vacation spot: i remember going to California once.
+Ice cream flavor: vanilla.
+Fruit: apples, strawberries, bananas, oranjes.
+Candy: snickers, i have a sweet spot for nerds.
+Car: i dono. something worth looking at.
+Magazine: any skate mag.
+Day of the week: fridays are always fun.
+Color: shades of blue.
+Name for a girl: idk
+Name for a boy: kris. haha
SECTION 9// DO YOU
+Like to give hugs? yup
+Like to walk in the rain? yah huh. unless i have stuff that i don't wanna get wet.
+Sleep with or without clothes? depends.
+Prefer black or blue pens? black.
+Dress up for halloween? not much anymore.
+Have a job? nope. i don't plan on getting one for a while.
+Like to travel? if its somewhere i wanna go.
+Sleep on your side, tummy or back? side and tummy.
+Want to marry? yes.
+Have a goldfish? had one. it died.
+Ever had the falling dream? not yet.
+Have stuffed animals? not many. i gots pinky. <3
+Go on vacation? at least once a year.
SECTION 10//WHAT DO U THINK ABOUT WHEN YOU FIRST HEAR THE WORD
+Abortion: baby
+Bill Clinton: affair
+South Park: chef
+Summer: sunn
+Tattoos: ouch
+Piercing: tom
+Drinking: drunk
+Guys: losers
LAST PERSON WHO
. Slept in your bed: me
. Saw you cry: none of my friends have ever seen me cry.
. Made you cry: uh, i don't recall.
. You shared a drink with: Gary. Starbucks <3
. You went to the movies with: anna, alyssa, bryan, and rj
. You went to the mall with: a while ago. with rj and rob. and rj's cousin.
. Yelled at you: i don't know.
. Sent you an email: optimum online for some stupid voicemail thing.
HAVE YOU EVER...
. Said "I Love You" and meant it? yes.
. Gotten in a fight with your pet? nope. haven't owned many pets.
. Danced naked: i don't believe so.
. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: no.
. Wish you were the opposite sex: i thought about it, but never WANTED to be it.
. Had an imaginary friend: maybe.
. Do you have a crush on someone: nnah uh.
. What book are you reading now: nothing.
. Worst feeling in the world: loneliness. and anything that makes me upset.
. Future daugter's name: i don't know. i would like a daughter though.
. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: yes. pinky.
. What's under your bed: haha. this should be fun. umm, my drums and my closet and junk.
. Favorite sport to watch: umm, don't watch much sport-tv related channels.
. Siblings: sister.
. Location: long island.
. College plans: i have no clue. probably somewhere close.
. Piercings/tattoos: umm, not planning to have much.
...BEEN TO
. California: yes. pretty fun. i wish i was better at skating when i went though.
. Hawaii: one day.
. Mexico: nope.
. China: nope.
. Canada: yes.
EXTRA STUFF
. Do you do drugs: no.
. Do you drink: no.
. Who is your best friend: i used to have one. now i just got friends.
. What are you most scared of: the dark.
. What clothes do you sleep in: pajama pants and a shirt.
. Where do you want to get married: some place really romantic and beautiful. something to remember forever.
. Who do you really hate: i don't hate much people. But i do have dislikes for some.
. Been in Love: ehh.
. Do you drive: nope. not legally of course. ha
. Do you have a job: nope
. Do you like being around people: a lot of time i do. but sometimes i just want to be alone.
. Are you for world peace: sure why not.
. Are you a health freak: not really. sorta. no.
STUFF
. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: yepp.
. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: yes.
. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: hmm..i'm not sure. they have to have that connection with me thats all.
. Are you lonely right now: yes. very.
. Song thats stuck in your head a lot: that jay-z song with the problems and stuff.
. Do you want to get married: yes.
. Do you want kids: sure..not too many.
FAVORITE
. Room in house: my room.
. Type(s) of music: i like everything.
. Band(s): alot.
. Color: shades of blue.
. Perfume or cologne? some pretty smelling stuff. if its accsessible.
. Month: any of the fall months.
. Stone: i don't know. who has a favorite stone?!
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
. Cried: no.
. Bought something: yes. starbucks, ice cream, and some pizza.
. Gotten sick: already am. damn bronchials.
. Sang: no.
. Said "I love you": i think so.
. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yes.
. Met someone new: yeah. bill will. and billybob's love intrest. haha
. Missed someone: yes
. Hugged someone: i might have hugged ryan. i'm not sure.
. Kissed someone: no.
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| as lovers go... |
[Jun. 22nd, 2004|12:31 pm] |
| [ | mood |
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i don't know why i have two journals
that say the exact same thing. loser.
She said "I've gotta be honest,
You're wasting your time if you're fishing around here."
And I said "You must be mistaken,
Cause I'm not fooling...this feeling is real"
She said "You gotta be crazy,
What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark?
"No, you've got wits, you've got looks,
you've got passion, but
I swear that you've got me all wrong."
<33 dashboard
Kris hasn't updated in a long while.
Not alot has been going on.
Schools been over for almost a week now.
One more test, tomorrow. ick
Saturday was my sister's big huge rave. haha.
Jake, Javier, Lisa and Rj came. It was fun.
We played volleyball and tramp-boarding.
We skated and did mexican dances.
Javier was gonna get Anal-butted. haha
Sunday, Jake came over and we tramp-boarded for a while.
Then we played computer games. loosers.
We went on an adventure to the new golf course.
We attempted to build a quarter pipe. it broke. haha
There were mad ledges. Jake had a sick line. it was fun.
By the end of the day..we were dehydrated and had sand in our shoes.
Today should be boring. i don't have any plans. Thats because i'm a loser.
Oh well. Your welcome for the update..whoever actually reads this. Later
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| its my fault that it fell apart.. |
[Jun. 19th, 2004|10:52 pm] |
I cannot help it I couldn't stop it if I tried
The same old heartbeat fills the emptiness I have inside
And I've heard that you can't fight love, so I won't complain
Cause why would I stop the fire that keeps me going on?
Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you
Turn out the lights now
To see is to believe
I just want you near me
I just want you here with me
And I'd give up everything only for you
It's the least that I could do
Cause when there's you, I feel whole
And there's no better feeling in the world
But without you I'm alone
And I'd rather be in love with you.
<33
I'm done. I don't know what i saw in you.
I'm just so stupid sometimes. ugh. |
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| i hope you're happy... |
[Jun. 19th, 2004|12:03 am] |
And it hurts me, to see you happy,
without me..
and it kills me to know,
that i can't let go..
you'll never know what's really wrong.
i'll just let you keep on guessing, because i know you'll give up. you never cared enough, you always gave up.
and now i'm crouching, away from comfort and warmth,
holding myself like something pathetic and lost.
memorizing these words, to write them down for you.
For you, and "all the hell" i put you through.
<33
-can't sleep-
siighhhhhhhh |
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| may i have this dance..we can dance forever |
[Jun. 18th, 2004|11:45 pm] |
i don't update this thing much.
i don't know why.
livejournal is cooler than blurty.
blurty messes up alot.
anywho.
schools over. yesssssss.
but that also means tests tests test.
today was alright. i didn't like the global regents at all.
well, thats because i'm dumb. haha
i'm tired. i should get my rest for tomorrows liviing environment regents, haha. peace out guys
<3goodnight
mmm pineapples :o) |
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| i'm feelin this.. |
[Jun. 6th, 2004|08:47 am] |
I know you want it all
And you got me
Sorry I never was everything you ever dreamed..
<33
Its 9 o'clock. I can't believe i'm awake.
I'm soo tired and i just can't go back to sleep.
I'm hungry. I'm gonna eat some breakfast.
<3 kris |
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[Jun. 3rd, 2004|03:00 pm] |
Its beautiful out.
i think i'm gonna go skate.
later.
<33 |
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